English subtitles for clip: File:TBG-VOF tower17 (stinger).ogg

1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,010 That's why I'm releasing this collection of your work, 2 00:00:04,230 --> 00:00:07,570 is because I haven't been able to find any other way to reach you. 3 00:00:07,570 --> 00:00:08,890 I've tried everything. 4 00:00:09,510 --> 00:00:11,783 And...so a part of me has hope, 5 00:00:11,783 --> 00:00:14,500 that if I put this compilation out into the world, 6 00:00:14,500 --> 00:00:15,600 and if I put my name on it, 7 00:00:15,600 --> 00:00:19,200 that maybe enough people will play it so that it will find its way to you, 8 00:00:19,590 --> 00:00:22,860 so that I can tell you that...I'm sorry. 9 00:00:23,470 --> 00:00:24,980 I know I screwed up. 10 00:00:25,540 --> 00:00:28,200 If I apologize to you truly and deeply, 11 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:30,940 will you start making games again? 12 00:00:31,760 --> 00:00:34,264 Please, I need to feel OK with myself again, 13 00:00:34,264 --> 00:00:38,230 and I always felt OK as long as I had your work to see myself in. 14 00:00:38,890 --> 00:00:41,390 I mean, is something wrong with me? 15 00:00:42,320 --> 00:00:44,107 Because I know that I did an awful thing, 16 00:00:44,107 --> 00:00:47,670 and I'm doing it again right now, I'm showing people your work, 17 00:00:47,810 --> 00:00:50,738 but I can't stop myself from doing it, 18 00:00:50,738 --> 00:00:54,710 that's how badly I need to feel something again, like I'm an addict. 19 00:00:55,090 --> 00:00:56,720 There has to be something wrong with me! 20 00:00:57,080 --> 00:00:57,745 Can I apologize? 21 00:00:57,745 --> 00:00:59,920 What if I tell you I was wrong, will that work, will that fix it? 22 00:00:59,950 --> 00:01:02,740 I- I don't know! I don't don't think it will, but there's nothing else that I can do! 23 00:01:02,810 --> 00:01:07,190 Just tell me what you want! I'm.. I'm sorry. I'm sorry! 24 00:01:07,420 --> 00:01:10,675 Please start making games again, please help me, 25 00:01:10,675 --> 00:01:14,150 please give me some of whatever it is that makes you complete, I want 26 00:01:14,250 --> 00:01:17,098 whatever that wholeness is that you just summoned out of nothing 27 00:01:17,098 --> 00:01:18,600 and you put into your work, you were 28 00:01:18,760 --> 00:01:21,120 complete in some way that I never was. 29 00:01:21,360 --> 00:01:23,563 I want - I want to know how to be a good person, 30 00:01:23,563 --> 00:01:26,090 I want to know how not to hate myself. Please! 31 00:01:27,050 --> 00:01:32,150 I'm fading. And all I want is to know that I'm going to be okay.